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This guy is my ultimate crush. Since seeing him at Fantastic Four, I can't get enough of his charm, beauty, physique, whatever attributes he has. He is very handsome. He can beat Brad Pitt when it comes to beauty. He is an obsession.  Glad to know that he has a gay brother, Scott Evans, an equally handsome, hot guy. But when it comes to overall beauty, eyes and looks, Chris is always at the top... for me and those fans who lust for his looks and body.  If I have something I could wish for this ultimately and painfully hot guy, it would be his sexuality. I wish Chris Evans were gay. I wish him gay. I want him like his brother. But there is the reality that stings. I'm still hopeful though. I don't know... I just can't get enough of him. And that make it or rather him, an obsession.     

The thing I failed to do when I was young was setting myself free. When I was reading stories and watching gay films, I envy how the stories and movies project their young characters though stages with their lifelong friends, having fun under the shades of the tree, running in the meadows, taunting at the beach, laughing while chasing themselves near the river, soaking themselves under the sun with happy faces and hearing other's laughters as they match with their own. I missed those settings because I failed to experience them. I was not able to set myself free. I was full of insecurities and other things that hampered the happiness that I would have enjoyed. If only I could experience those things even I am already in my 20's or 30's, laughing with my special someone, pulling and pushing ourselves and holding our hands together in the open. Those are the gestures, happy settings that I am envious about and that I would also like to experience even when my age is past th

I am still writing chapters for my story I Wish You Knew . I have gained inspiration writing this story after reading so many stories of gay love, salvation and redemption. I have fun making reflections, empathizing with the characters, selecting the settings and  integrating other elements in which I have created from my imagination. Yes, the story is fiction. There's one guy that asked me if the story is a reflection of my personal experiences, but I gave an honest response.But he still considers the story as my experiences and that the character is my resemblance. I am flattered to know that but for my others readers, to insinuate honesty, the characters of the story are all fictional. I have fun writing the story and I already said it. I already have an ending of the story and even a sequel. Yes, a sequel. The story will have a sequel. I've selected the title: Forbidden Colours. Forbidden Colours is a 1983 song of David Sylvian and Ryuichi Sakamoto. This is the soundt

My story I Wish You Knew has the same title with Mariah Carey's I Wish You Knew. If you want to hear the song, here is the video. It is not the official video though.

I am inspired by many gay stories that I have read in Nifty and Gay Authors. Now, I have emboldened myself to create my own fiction stories about gay love. I have created my own site: Great Gay Stories. I plan it to be a compilation of stories that I like on the web and those stories of writers who want to be featured on this site. Aside from me, DKing23 has also contributed his story on Great Gay Stories. Why Great Gay Stories? I want to feature the stories that I believe are great and exceptional. Check this page to start reading I Wish You Knew  .

I've been searching for straight-acting gays in Cebu. Originally, I'm from Cebu and I've lived here for almost 28 years in my life. I am what you call discreet gay. Gay, in a sense, that I lose interest in girls when I jumped the age of 24. In full honesty, I've never had girlfriends (only flings). I once considered myself bisexual for a time because I was attracted sexually to men and emotionally to women. Now, after knowing a more precise definition about homosexuality, I have come to embrace it with and have lived with it. And I won't call myself feminine. I can say though that I do some feminine things but I don't act that way nor will I come up acting that way in the future. I just am. Simply. Being straight-acting can be misleading at times. Some girls won't figure me as gay unless I tell them. But, I have never told any girl about my sexuality. Only the girlfriends and wives of my friends have an idea of what I am. About their reaction upon

I had a problem accessing this blog before the turn of the year 2011. Thanks to Blogger, three of my four blogs have been recovered. Perhaps. I should start by describing myself. I am discreet straight-acting male doing online jobs and pursuing online earnings. I am from an island dubbed by many as among the beautiful islands in the Pacific, Cebu. I want to continue what I have started. After closing down a blog same as this one on 2009, I decided to be open with myself and reveal some things that may have relevance to the gay community in the Philippines.

Ricky Martin expressed his freedom, his philosophy, his gayness with this song. It is a great song ,by the way. It speaks of equality and is somehow implicated as a love song of Ricky Martin to his boyfriend. The music video of this song at VEVO channel at YouTube is setting a record for having over a million views in a matter of days since its video release. Ricky Martin is an icon. He is even my idol. He is one of those pop artists that can really bring me to the dance floor.