Slythe

The thing I failed to do when I was young was setting myself free. When I was reading stories and watching gay films, I envy how the stories and movies project their young characters though stages with their lifelong friends, having fun under the shades of the tree, running in the meadows, taunting at the beach, laughing while chasing themselves near the river, soaking themselves under the sun with happy faces and hearing other's laughters as they match with their own. I missed those settings because I failed to experience them. I was not able to set myself free. I was full of insecurities and other things that hampered the happiness that I would have enjoyed. If only I could experience those things even I am already in my 20's or 30's, laughing with my special someone, pulling and pushing ourselves and holding our hands together in the open. Those are the gestures, happy settings that I am envious about and that I would also like to experience even when my age is past th...

I've been searching for straight-acting gays in Cebu. Originally, I'm from Cebu and I've lived here for almost 28 years in my life. I am what you call discreet gay. Gay, in a sense, that I lose interest in girls when I jumped the age of 24. In full honesty, I've never had girlfriends (only flings). I once considered myself bisexual for a time because I was attracted sexually to men and emotionally to women. Now, after knowing a more precise definition about homosexuality, I have come to embrace it with and have lived with it. And I won't call myself feminine. I can say though that I do some feminine things but I don't act that way nor will I come up acting that way in the future. I just am. Simply. Being straight-acting can be misleading at times. Some girls won't figure me as gay unless I tell them. But, I have never told any girl about my sexuality. Only the girlfriends and wives of my friends have an idea of what I am. About their reaction upon ...