Slythe

I've been searching for straight-acting gays in Cebu. Originally, I'm from Cebu and I've lived here for almost 28 years in my life. I am what you call discreet gay. Gay, in a sense, that I lose interest in girls when I jumped the age of 24. In full honesty, I've never had girlfriends (only flings). I once considered myself bisexual for a time because I was attracted sexually to men and emotionally to women. Now, after knowing a more precise definition about homosexuality, I have come to embrace it with and have lived with it. And I won't call myself feminine. I can say though that I do some feminine things but I don't act that way nor will I come up acting that way in the future. I just am. Simply. Being straight-acting can be misleading at times. Some girls won't figure me as gay unless I tell them. But, I have never told any girl about my sexuality. Only the girlfriends and wives of my friends have an idea of what I am. About their reaction upon ...

I had a problem accessing this blog before the turn of the year 2011. Thanks to Blogger, three of my four blogs have been recovered. Perhaps. I should start by describing myself. I am discreet straight-acting male doing online jobs and pursuing online earnings. I am from an island dubbed by many as among the beautiful islands in the Pacific, Cebu. I want to continue what I have started. After closing down a blog same as this one on 2009, I decided to be open with myself and reveal some things that may have relevance to the gay community in the Philippines.

Ricky Martin expressed his freedom, his philosophy, his gayness with this song. It is a great song ,by the way. It speaks of equality and is somehow implicated as a love song of Ricky Martin to his boyfriend. The music video of this song at VEVO channel at YouTube is setting a record for having over a million views in a matter of days since its video release. Ricky Martin is an icon. He is even my idol. He is one of those pop artists that can really bring me to the dance floor.

It's almost New Year's Day. We have to bid adieu to the wonderful year of 2010 and welcome the another year and decade. 2011 is just a few days away. And I have that premonition (no, I don't have powers) that things will be much better for the new year. I'm hoping and praying for it. I don't need to write any resolution. It is not anymore necessary. Now, listening to another music would be the best thing to remind us of our failures of this year and for hoping to rise back from the fall as the new year begins. Firework by: Katy Perry Do you ever feel like a plastic bag Drifting throught the wind Wanting to start again Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin Like a house of cards One blow from caving in Do you ever feel already buried deep Six feet under scream But no one seems to hear a thing Do you know that there's still a chance for you Cause there's a spark in you You just gotta ignite the light And let it shine Just...

Hearing good music is another way for me to kill the time. Sometimes, I integrate music when I work to eliminate boredom or just to spice things up. I am more motivated when I hear great songs, wonderful beats and awesome music. Now, there is one new song that I've been addicted to hear. It is a new song from Far East Movement. If you like, Like a G6, then you would probably like this.

I have been reading stories at Gay Authors.org site . I stumbled upon that site on 2008 and since then I've been its constant reader. Almost everyday, I browsed the site to check on my favorite stories and their updates. Reading gay stories has been my favorite pastime. There was one time that I became addicted to it because of three great story anthologies. I was really hooked to the point that my online jobs were neglected. Now, I realized that I wanted to join the flock of gay writers contributing contents for the site. Aside from my plan to being a contributor to the site, I also want to build on my blogs especially one blog that features the great gay stories I have liked and loved for years. Great Gay Stories blog is a newly-minted blog site. I would like to make it an online destination for new readers wanting to read the best gay stories there are online. Of course, I want to integrate promotions for gay-themed books on that site. I did many things in  one day and...

I am not a very talkative lad. I only express things when I have some things in mind. And yeah, this blog will serve as its platform to express the hidden desires, thoughts and feelings of a closeted individual. I am not good in hiding though. I've already managed not to be paranoid when something has been out from the bag. I'd just shrug it off. If things get complicated, that's where my reactions start. In view of the foregoing, this blog will bring  things unconventional in nature. I've had a blog before with increasing following but I deleted it for a purpose. Now, I came back to replicate it and enhance things. I have hidden emotions and I want to express those through this blog. Just like what I told on my previous blog: Let's chill, take a sip of something and discuss things over. We might reach the peak of orgasm we so utterly desire. But no, attaining orgasm does not only apply sexually. It is the peak in which we want to reach, the utopia that ma...